- I feel scare because I don't have the minimun resources I need in order to get save to Beijing
- I feel dissapointed because there is a big chance I will miss IC, therefore, my last IC.
- I feel sad because I have to end up another AIESEC love story with AIESEC CAS
- I feel excited because this week I will get my Diploma
- I feel frustrated because it seems that people believe I am still in Costa Rica just because
- I feel hands tied because important things are being discussed in the MC and I can only participate through random mails
- I feel sad to leave my country and specially my family for the 3rd time
- I feel tired of not being able to see the easy smooth path where to walk
- I feel powerless because I can't close the ballast business
- I feel inept to keep the people who cares about me close when I am down, I always push them away until the good times are back...
- I feel lonely because there are only a few people able to understand this kind of situations and they are abroad...
- I feel dissapointed to see ppl I trusted quitting
I wish I have one day when I can sleep properly.
Thanks God there is World Cup :)
You know what the worst thing is?
That the only thing that separate me from the opportunities I have is... Money.
Life is Simple, even when is raining in the PlayGround
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I decided to post this one, because I know many people have only seen the selfconfident and positive Juan, when the truth is that I am just a person and with this nature comes a big amount of human essence.
"There is no such thing as a great talent without great
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Honore de Balzac (1799-1850),
... Keep your "will" strong, Juan, and this shall always get you going where you want...
Pupici,
Lucki
A thanx note..
ReplyDeleteReading the lines on your blog made me reflect on so many things - maybe being too busy with the present kept me away from the basic thoughts of the `simple life`..
You expressed so nicely the `human essence` of yours that it made me think like: Oh, I felt like that, but why couldn`t I speak it out loud?
I got to a conclusion that i`m not sure if i should be happy or sad about - lately, life seems to be guided mostly by distances (feels great when i meet my family after a long time away and awful when you just have to say goodbye to a friend)...or it`s maybe just your mood and the way you see things at that time??
Anyways, there are a lot to tell but i have to gather my thoughts..Till then, ICJS:) i came up with this when i saw the pics at ICPS`04 - it stands for i see Juan succeeding ;)
A zebra
(Semra)
"[...] once you start working, it becomes your life. and your life cannot scare you, it just can make you feel worth it..."
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